COLLECTED POEMS: 1961-2000

 

 

 

RICHARD DENNER

 

 

 

 

All Rights Reserved. Copyright © 2001  Richard Denner

 

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Quotation from Kora In Hell © by William Carlos Williams,

reprinted with permission of City Lights Books.

 

“D Press: Jewel in the Net”

originally published in The Temple #16

Tsunami, Inc., 2000

 

Front cover collage: Kim Secunda

Back cover photo: Jessica Framer

Linoleum block prints by the author

 

ISBN: 0-7388-6318-1

 

Printed in the United States of America

 

 

for my mother, Helen

and in memory of my father

Samuel Denner

1900-1998

 

 

 

Here’s splotchy velvet set to hide a door

in a wall and therethere’s the man himself

praying.

 

 

 

Table of Contents

                              Foreword 

Preface

Acknowledgements

Introduction

 

 

Berkeley, Aptos & San Luis Obispo: 1961-1968

Letter to Sito in Time of War

ABCs

Poem on My Birthday

Commitment

Tabula Rasa

Poem on My Return

Captain of Poetry

Song

Patterns

Tale

A Book Entitled

Vision

Spaced

Yes

My Poems

Elizabeth Says

Calculated Lion

Cogito Ergo Shazam

A Bramavits Sits on the Head of a Neo-classicist

Split Pe-rsonality Soup

Ode to Graham Crackers

27½ Before 3

Taxman

Line Drive

Augustus Turns in His Tomb

Sermon on the Mound

Flower Poem

Putting Down Roots

Oakland Should Be

Langtree

Tantrik Tune-up

Detail

Scorpio, Scorpio Rising

Happy Climes

All The Heads of the Town Lit Up

 

Ketchikan & Deep Bay: 1968-1970

Feather

Evidence

Poems

Woodnotes

 

Fairbanks & Preston: 1970-1974

The Beast

Poloot

Big Foot

Islam Bomb

Headwater

Truckin’ the Alkan

Dirt

On the Beach

Seascape

Atman

Sea Change

Steppin’ Out

Printer’s Devil

Hell/Life

Funk of the F Word

 

Ellensburg: 1974-1995

Traveler’s Blues

Scat Song

Get Down

Burger Productions

In Advance of Beatitude

Gold Leaf

Chilling Out with The Eclogues

Relax

At Iambic Feet

Diamond Hanging J Floating I

Variables of Existing Choices

Cattle Are Just an Excuse for Shooting Coyotes

Canis Latrans

Om Om on the Range

Critics Aren’t Agreed

Right Livelihood

Notes on the Back of a Feed Bill

Washington Swine Seminar

Green Pastures

Duke’s Mix in Winter

Living Well

Evolved and Eclipsed

Ecological Hazard

Beeper

Learning New Words

Tortureland

Calf Graft

Now Is Like That

A Tumbleweed Carries It’s Shadow Tucked Within

New Gravity                                                    

Transformation

Convalescent Conversation

Robbers’ Roost

Ordinary Adventures

Leaps and Bounds

Andy the Mechanic

Ancestors

Flake on Flake

Now There Then

Am I Repressed

Rodeo of the Equinox

It’s a Mess

After the Volcano

Old Growth

Slash

Synthesis

What Are You Up To?

All Mimsy Were the Borogoves

A Hill Called Bringer of Luck

Night Deluge

By the Numbers

Love’s Way

Chances

Hermit and Trout

As Above, So Below

Secret Spots

We Love Each Other

Ordinance

By Dint

Beryl

Red Light, Blue Light

Beryl on the Rocks

Erewon

Winter Forest

Slowly

Curve of Wind

Angel

Birthday

Nature Has No Memory

Sure Sign

Astray

Heart, How Close You Are

Interior Rose

Box

Elemental

Gifts

Maid of Mist

Vista

Dark Order

Soul Light

In First Light

Waterdownstone

Green Feeling

Afternoon Feeling

Dandelion Wishes

All Ways

Fourwinds

So

Moonrider

Cookin’

Everything

Two Roses

Two Friends

Walking

Do I Hear Trumpets?

March of Reds

Silent Language

Real

Strained Sunrise

Eyes That Cry

You Gave Me a Ring

At the Blackhawk

Driving Along

F You C K

Up Before Four

Space Out

Dream

Clouds

Light on Light

Shifted

Insured

Below the Rad Lab

Home

Ok

 

Pagosa Springs: 1994-1997

Too Many Horses, Not Enough Saddles

Right to the Point

Clear

What Where Is Here

Method in My Madness

Post-Dogmatist Puddle

Painting Clouds

Once

Transition

Africa

Whatever It Takes

Samsara and Nirvana

Furniture Poem

Shrine for Jimi Hendrix

Deja Voodoo

Too Little Too Late

Warm Light

Our Natural View

Turn Beauty Turn

Party Down, Anasazi

 

Santa Rosa & Sebastopol: 1998-2000

Pebbles

On This Side of the Pass

Beating Against the Rock                                                         

Takes on a Blue Set                                                          

Head Start

Eco Biz                                                           

Sky Line

Painpoint

Intrusions

Moving Finger

Come onto Dry Land                                       

Stake Out

Cold Fountains                                                

Blue Notes

Poetics

Tara

Endangered

Follow the Instructions

Heavy Artillery

Once I’m up to Speed on Quark

Flatline

Man-eater

Back to the Real World

Morning

Noon

And Night                                                                                                                   

Dark Matter

And the Tree of Life Also

Five Abstracts Inspired by Mark Rothko

Vacuumgenesis

Telecosmos

Nutcracker

Cutting a Swath

More Light

Picture from Williams

At East West Café

Diminishing Options

Fresh Flavor

Compassion

Cowboy

Angels

Duet at Sunset

Que Petite Sirah, Sirah

Constructive Rest

Xitro

Singing to the Cows

Singin’ Dixie

Rising from the River

Omni-spatial Matrix

Mandala

I Voted for Ike When I Was Eight

History on Her Hands and Knees

11:55 a.m. on This Planet

Turning and Mirroring

Full Moon

Music of Her Face

Yes, Repeat, No

Across No Divides

Song at Midnight

Eye Roving Over Blue Hills

Trace-tones and After-dots

Approachable But Out of Reach

When My Work Is Done I’ll

Look for the Seven-headed Beast

Heart’s Love & Yearning Misery

Flying White

Luminous Form

At the Center Is Fire

Fully Awake in Your Look

Found Poem

Tapestry

The 12:02

Bear Dance

Following Salvador Dali

Excruciating Beauty

Dicey

Lovers Lain

Coyote Meets Bodhidharma

Israel 33½

Buddha’s Last Words

Bunkhouse at 6 a.m.

Cold Out There

Fable

Clotho, Lachesis & Atropos

Pleides

A Way She Walks

So Sudden

A Lovers Are

Another Day

Wipe Out

Keep Moving

Nestled in the Rose in the Meadow of Midnight

Instructions to My Apprentice

So High You Kissed the Sky

Minaret

Mother Muse

Calendar of the Moon

No O Zone

Time Space Language

Being Just As We Are

Just As It Is

Spit in the Ocean

Pasta Is Fasta Ordered By Phone

Encounter

A Leaf Ready to Fall

For Breakfast

Fragments

Freight

Believe Me, Laura

Timberline

Green Fire

Heart’s Timber

Stubborn Lumber

Where On the Paper Chain Are You?

Planting the Blast

On to the Next Unit

Whip or Will

Vacuum Plus

Flash an Ogham

Five Is the Key

Cold Mountain

Suspicious

Go Song

Zero Tolerance

Napoleon Without a Bone

Irresolute

Open on All Levels

Automorph

Calendar Art

Do or Dot

There There

The Wart Cannot Be Coerced

Space Control

Way Through

Crazy As Possible

Stress in the Field

B Is for Reflection

Interchange of Tinctures

Why2K

Adventures of Psyche on The Astral Plane

How to Proceed

Things Change Yet Are One

President Buchanan Slept Here

Your Bones Know You Can

Calculus

Just When Phoebe Decided Life Held No More Interest

Rules

Space & Longing & a Few Flashes of Light

Sunshine within Sunlight

Flowers Inside the Present

Mutiny Is Fate

Galatic Addressing Code

Give Me Fag Vomit

O, the Hells Ring Out

Trains That Could

Apocyyylove

War Saw

Weapons of Mass Destruction

No Visible Means of Support

General MacThuselah

Terror Angel

Errata

Worn to A Phrasl

Flashburn

Ideogram

The Color White

Geraniums

Gwen

Percy

I Know a Place

Weary Elves

Maddening

Forest Perilous

Billy Meets the Canyon Spirit

Boogie Knight

Maybe a Maiden

Not Anything Real

Merlin Creeping About

Stars and Time

Hear Them Buzzz

Risking the Boundary

Persephone’s Mirror

Hermes on His Rounds

Holographic Paradigm

Phantom’s of the Fayum

Numbed by the Rays

He Who Lists to Hunt

Nectar

Late Knight on the Golden Gate

Perfect

For Jennifer

Seeing Angels with the Inner Eye

In Ketchikan

Marilyn Manson on the Rag

This Script Has a Butt Shot

Sunflower Kitchen

Of Suns and Worlds

High Pressure Center

Box of Nerves

At Every Level of Montezuma’s Consciousness

Love’s Garden

Visionary Designs

At the Game Reserve

Joy in All the Little Things

Wavetwisters

I Am Virgin to My Poem

Soul of the Anti-poet

My Escape Forward

I Know Nothing

Page of Wands

What Is Mind?

Night of Mystic Rain

Magician’s Apprentice

Flowing

All This Inside Me

Vision Quest: So Many Rainbows

Samsara Is an Airport Surrounded by a Delayed Flight

Hookeena Village

Aloha Means Don’t Crash on the Rocks

At Mahukona Beach Park

Wind Blows East, Then West

Pointless Poem about the Existence of Non-existence

Story My Mother Tells

Cord Cutting

Refuge

Juxt Pose

Postcard from the State of Disaster

Sit Like a Mountain

Lost in Tongass Forest

Nima’s First Sweat

Mother of All Sweats

Poised

November Mist

Discovery

Dream

Along the Cutbank

New Forms

Dharma Talk

Building a Fire for the Medicine Man

Eurydice Awaits Orpheus in Hell

Installation

Friends

 

 

 

FOREWARD

 

At Comrades Press, we have a vision—this book is part of that vision.

 

Comrades Press was founded in 2000 as a direct result of its on line magazine. The amount and the quality of poetry, fiction, and non-fiction that we received was staggering, much of it from previously unpublished writers. We decided to rectify this by becoming publishers ourselves and, with no funding whatsoever, set about the task of bringing the work of the misplaced poets of the world to the world. The first step in this rather grand and impossible plan (the higher the goals, the higher you can climb) was to be the publication of the first of our yearly anthologies. However, the possibility of publishing the work of Richard Denner arose, and a race began to see which book we would publish first. As both the horses were in the Comrades stable, the race was a foregone conclusion, and I am proud to say that you are holding the winner in your hands right now.

 

By utilizing print on demand technology and on line stores, we are able to produce quality books without many of the overhead costs associated with traditional methods. This means that we are prepared to take risks that would probably have other publishers waking up in a cold sweat in the middle of the night. Rather than publishing what we know will sell, our goal is to publish work that we like, work that we believe in, which should be the only reason for anybody to publish anything. Comrades Press works on a non-profit basis. If we make any money from our publications, it sits in the bank account just long enough for us to make the red numbers a little smaller before it is channeled straight into our next publication.

 

This also allows us to produce short-run chapbooks from brand new authors whose work grabs you by the throat and demands to be read or picks away at the back of your brain until there is no choice but to go for it.

 

If this all sounds like a good idea to you, then please do visit our web site at www.comrade.org.uk where you will find details of our other upcoming publications.

 

Verian Thomas

Editor - Comrades

 

 

AUTHOR’S PREFACE

 

The muse is not necessarily embodied in a single person. My first contact with this spirit of inspiration was Juanita Miller, the daughter of the flamboyant, 19th century California poet, Joaquin Miller. She lived in a vine-covered castle among her father’s monuments to Moses, John Frémont, and the Brownings, nestled in the Oakland hills, in what is now Joaquin Miller Park. In our neighborhood, she was unusual. On a foggy Halloween night, some friends and I spotted her in a white nightgown walking barefoot through the eucalyptus. We were sure her house was haunted and dared not go to her doorstep to trick or treat. She rode with my family to church on Sunday, and on one occasion she signed a copy of a collection of her father’s poems and presented it to my mother. I revered this book. I would open it and gently touch her signature. It amazed me that we knew someone who was associated with the arts. 

 

I memorized a poem from Miller’s book, a poem to Lily Langtree, a popular singer of his day. I recited this poem in the 4th grade, and the next year in Mr. Shriner’s 5th grade class, when asked to memorize a poem, I recited the same poem to fulfill the assignment, and the class jeered me, saying they had heard this poem before. A red-headed girl came to my defense and said she still thought the poem beautiful.  A muse can be old or young, peaceful, joyful or wrathful, and sometimes they are teachers. In the 6th grade, Mrs. Latimore whacked the back of my hand with a yardstick for passing a scatological note when I was supposed to be diagramming sentences.  Professor Traugot reprimanded me in front of a freshman comp class at Cal for plagiarizing Alfred Kazan’s essay on Blake, and Professor Parkinson proclaimed my essay, “My Home,” the worst thing he had ever read. I may be forever re-writing “My Home,” but I have learned to disguise my sources with more craft.

 

Kenneth Rexroth was the first poet I heard read. Ernest Blank opened my eyes to hidden beauty in poetry by explicating Andrew Marvell’s “To His Coy Mistress.” Mike Sneed critiqued my first poem, a parody of Poe’s “The Raven,” and he pointed out that poems are not Freudian soap-operas. While guarding the balcony of the Campanile on the U.C. campus, Don Bratman taught me how to scan a poem’s lines. Dennis Wier fired my interest in printing by showing me how to burn plates with a light bulb in an orange crate in his closet. Vic Jowers promoted my first chapbook at the Sticky Wicket near Aptos. Up to this point, I was dabbling, but I was primed for allegiance to this art when the 1965 Berkeley Poetry Conference was announced. My English teacher said he knew Robert Creeley and that I would learn more in one day at this conference than I would in a whole year at Cal Poly, so I  turned in my journal, accepted a C for the semester, and thumbed my way back to Berkeley.

 

A major turning point—an injection of rocket fuel. I want to thank Gary Snyder for telling me Berkeley didn’t need another bookstore and to take the nuts and bolts of what I had learned and move to the hinterlands where I was needed.  Thanks to Allen Ginsberg for revealing that I could be both a good poet and a good businessman. “Just be good,” he said, and I took the meaning of this to apply to both esthetics and ethics. As a bookseller, I always tried to find the right book for the right person at the right time. As a poet, well, you really can’t be called a poet unless your poems survive a couple hundred years. Thanks to Charles Olson for showing me the meaning of epic scale. It was a mind transmission watching him bebop through the universe fusing Gilgamesh and quantum mechanics. To Robert Creeley, who laid down two laws: William Carlos Williams’s No ideas but in things and Ezra Pound’s Make it new! To Jack Spicer, who admonished, “Poet, Be Like God,” and to Robert Duncan for pointing out I could write with or against the sun. To Kirby Doyle for showing me that we are all connected; we just need to hold hands. To Ed Dorn for including me among The New Poets. To Max Scheer for making me The Poet of the Berkeley Barb. To Richard Kretch for inviting me to read at Shakespeare & Co. and publishing my early poems in avalanche. To Wesley Tanner for teaching me to thump type. To Philip Whalen for his blessing. To Moe Macowitz for my initiation into bookselling. To Jon Springer for giving me shelter in New York. To Luis Garcia for giving me his tattered thesis binder, so I could organize my poems. To Belle Randall, Gail Chiarello, Marianne Baskin, Kate Coleman, David Cole, Jim Whelage, Patrick Gord, William Boardman, Don and Alice Schenker, Carry McWilliams, Patricia Turrigiano, Price Charlston, Grant Risdon, Bob Allen, and Cheri Bader for their encouragment. To John and Karen Bader for their patronage. To John Oliver Simon for building an anthology, City of Buds and Flowers, around a few of my poems. I flitted through Charles Pott’s Valga Krusa. I became a Berkeley Street Poet and a Poet of Peace and Gladness.

 

Many of the names above are famous, and I do not mean to imply I have been on intimate terms with all of them, but it was during these days many lifelong friendships started, and all of these people have in one way or another been instrumental in my development as a poet. Luis Garcia, my closest friend and collaborator, has been my greatest mentor, always present with insights and humorous twists of perspective. I met Lu right after the Berkeley Poetry Conference, and we continued meeting with other poets for weeks to come. Lu’s style of writing is unique—playing with the words within the words, he directed me to meditate on the morning light and helped me understand that it was important to discover my own voice, to forge a blade, as he put it. Lu’s poems sizzle. They move so fast, if you aren’t ready, you miss them. By imitating Lu’s use of jazz rhythms and breath notation, I began to read my poems aloud. Just like Leadbelly learned to play the 12-string, I learned my craft by putting my spine against the piano.

 

The choice of poems here is mine. Mainly, I have arranged them in chronological order, except where they seem better situated in the thematic contexts of later D Press chapbooks. I usually self-publish my writing, developing the arts of collage and printing along side the poetry. The printing of my poems is a way of editing my work, bringing what I say into better focus. Some of my poems appear in more than one book and in more than one version. It has never been my intent that any of them be the final version; I am not writing the poeme supreme. Words and phrases, which have bothered me after reading them for years, have here been changed or dropped. Due to format limitations, I have included only a selection of the early poemebooks with linoleum block illustrations. The cyberbooks, Wavetwisters and Another Artaud, are absent from this collection because they require elaborate typography and photographs to be fully appreciated.

 

Many events have affected my view. Many collaborations have enriched my life. I am especially grateful to my family and the many friends of my life. Also, thanks to my publisher, Verian Thomas. My poetry is my experience. This is my secret autobiography.

 

Richard Denner

 

Santa Rosa

December 4, 2000

 

 

 

 

ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS

 

Some of the poems and art have appeared in these journals and anthologies:

Tangents, Cabrillo College, Aptos, 1962

Breastbeaters, Berkeley Pamphlets, Berkeley, 1963.

Poly Syllables, California State Polytechnic College, San Luis Obispo, 1965.

America Sings, National Poetry Press, Los Angeles, 1965.

Berkeley Barb, Berkeley Barb, Berkeley, 1965-1967.

avalanche, undermine press, Berkeley, 1966.

Polar Star Art-Lit Supplement, University of Alaska, Fairbanks, 1970-1972.

Vagabond Anthology, Vagabond Press, Ellensburg, 1976.  

City of Buds & Flowers, Alderaran Review, Berkeley, 1977.

Heart in Utter Confusion, The Dog Ear Press, Hulls Cove, 1980.

Ellensburg Anthology, Ellensburg Arts Commission & D Press, 1980-1987.

Crab Creek Review, Crab Creek Review Association, Ephrata, 1983.

Catalyst, Laocoön Books, Seattle, 1988.

The Temple, Tsunami Inc., Walla Walla, 1997-2000

Pacific Northwestern Spiritual Poetry, Tsunami Inc., Walla Walla, 1998.

Blue Collar Review, Partisan Press, Norfolk, 2000.

The 2River View, Daeman College, Amherst, 2000.

Waterways, Ten Penny Players Inc., Staten Island, 2000.

The Louisiana Review, Louisiana State University, Eunice, 2001.

Butcher Block, Butcher Shop Press, Oneonta, 2001.

 

Published at these sites on the worldwideweb:

Comrades, www.comrades.org.uk

The Physik Garden, www.physikgarden.com

Poetry Tonight, www.poetrytonight.com

The Place Around The Corner, www.1freespace.com/art/olgasearch

dIVE, www.pages.prodigy.net/yog-sothoth

The Junkyard, www.thejunkyard.org

The Half-drunk Muse, www.geocities.com/owatagal

Central California Journal of Poetry, www.solopublications.com

Seeker Magazine (The Gryphon’s Nest), www.seekermagazine.com

Dream Forge, www.pcisys.net

Niederngasse, www.neiederngass.com

NuFoto, www.nufoto.com

Bardo Burner, www.dedcenter.com/bardoburner

Absinith Literary Review, www.absinthe-literary-review.com

Aluminum Baby, www.safesurfer.co.uk/rdenner

In Posse, www.webdelsol.com/InPosse

Fresh Poetry, www.freshpoetry.com

Electric Acorn, www.acorn.dublinwriters.org

State of unBeing, www.apoculpro.org/SoB

Poetry Downunder, www.aceonline.com

Adirondack Review, www.suite101.com/myhome.cfm

Poetry Super Highway, www.poetrysuperhighway.com

Cool Bird Poems, www.usd.edu/~tgannon/bird.html

Poems About Poetry, www.homepages.tesco.net/~magdtp

Eclectica Magazine, www.eclectica.org

Bluff Magazine, www.bluffmag.com

2River, www.daemen.edu/~2River

Story Bytes, www.thor.he.nte/~stories

Moria, www.moriapoetry.com.

Dark Planet, www.sfsite.com/darkplanet

zygzag, www.zygzag.com/pages/ZZhome.html

Melic Review, www.melicreview.com

Samsara, www.sundress.net/samsara     

 

This volume collects the work published by D Press over a period of 33 years.

Poems & Blocks, Ketchikan, 1968.

The Eye of the Vitamin, Ketchikan, 1968.

Denner Recipes, Ketchikan, 1968

Poems, Ketchikan, 1968.

Crankshaft, Ketchikan, 1968.

Untitled Poembooks, Deep Bay, 1969-1970

Chainclankers, Deep Bay, 1970.

Head Soup, Fairbanks, 1972.

The Scorpion, (at Arif Press) Berkeley, 1975.

New Gravity, Ellensburg, 1980.

Flake on Flake, Ellensburg, 1981.

Said Just So, Ellensburg, 1982.

Flower Poem, Ellensburg, 1985.

Night Deluge, Ellensburg, 1986.

Blue Agate, Ellensburg, 1988.

Blood Dust (with Luis Garcia), Ellensburg, 1988.

Slowly, Ellensburg, 1989.

Dark Order, Ellensburg, 1989.

Curve of Wind, Ellensburg, 1989.

Interior Rose, Ellensburg, 1990.

This Mississippi Miss, Ellensburg, 1991.

Moonrider, Ellensburg, 1992.

With Loss of Eden, Ellensburg, 1992.

Soul Light, Ellensburg, 1992.

Vista, Ellensburg, 1993.

Maid of Mist, Ellensburg, 1993.

Two Roses, Ellensburg, 1993.

Crossover, Ellensburg, 1993.

Waterdownstone, Ellensburg, 1993.

The Blank Flower, Ellensburg, 1994.

Too Many Horses, Not Enough Horses, Ellensburg, 1994.

Risking the Boundary, Ellensburg, 1995.

Blue Light, Ellensburg, 1995.

Sambhogakaya Cowboy, Pagosa Springs, 1996.

Turn Beauty Turn, Pagosa Springs, 1997.

One In a Jillian, Pagosa Springs, 1997.

Party Down, Anasazi, Pagosa Springs, 1997.

Talking Trash, Santa Rosa, 1998.

Wide As the World, Sebastopol, 1998.

Constructive Rest, Sebastopol, 1998.

First Flower, Sebastopol, 1998.

Xitro, Sebastopol, 1998.

Letter To Sito In Time of War, Sebastopol, 1998.

Chain Clankers & Linoleum Nudes, Sebastopol, 1998.

New Gravity: A Collection, Sebastopol, 1998.

Islam Bomb, Sebastopol, 1998.

Tack Shack, Sebastopol, 1998.

On Borgo Pass, Sebastopol, 1998.

Hollow Air, Sebastopol, 1999.

Cow Songs, Sebastopol, 1999.

The Spot, Sebastopol, 1999.

Flying White, Sebastopol, 1999.

Bear Dance, Sebastopol, 1999.

Green Fire, Sebastopol, 1999.

Second Boiling, Sebastopol, 1999.

Imaginary Toads, Sebastopol, 1999.

Aluminum Baby, Vol. 1, No. 1, Sebastopol, 2000.

Aluminum Baby, Vol. 1, No. 2, Sebastopol, 2000.

Ice Moon, Sebastopol, 2000.

A Double Play (with Luis Garcia), Sebastopol, 2000.

Wavetwisters, Sebastopol, 2000.

Another Artaud, Sebastopol, 2000.

Poems of the Four Times, Sebastopol, 2000.

Windfall, Sebastopol, 2000.

 

 

 

INTRODUCTION

D Press: A Jewel In The Net

     

Like Indra’s all-encompassing jewel net, D Press sparkles and shines with an offering of well-crafted chapbooks that reflect more than forty years of publisher Richard Denner’s handiwork with words, ink, paper and illustration.  Available works are always new as the idea of keeping press runs short allows for a quick turnover, a low cost or break even per book, more time for fresh material and other writers to make it into print.  Present titles include Angio Gram by Charles Potts, Celestial Cattlecall by Lee Harris, Rebel Girls by Leila Castle, What Is The Sign? by Gay Shelton and A Year in Cows by Jane Booth.  Belle Randall (Wax Museum) and Luis Garcia (Even Steven) have been performing with Richard for years under the group name Circle of Friends and are kindred spirits.

 

Although conceived in a Ketchikan attic flat in l967, the roots of D Press go back to the Bay Area of 1959. Richard took classes at UC Berkeley (Diane Wakoski was there) and perhaps unconsciously received the metaphysical mantle of alumnus poet Robert Duncan. Soon, Richard found himself reporting for Public Service Station KPFA, getting married and working as a bindery clerk. He became acquainted with every facet of printing: the feel and look of paper, the color and smell of ink, typesetting and the uses of different typeface, the feeding and rolling of presses, the cutting and stitching of recto and verso. After a move to Aptos for more classes at Cabrillo College, Richard became a regular at The Sticky Wicket, a coffee house with poetry  readings and live jazz. Many ordeals and a few years later, he attended the seminal 1965 Berkeley Poetry Conference, what John Bennett has called, “an event creating white light intensity that rivaled any drug high and had more staying power.”

 

This convergence of the Black Mountain, Berkeley Renaissance, Beat and Northwest Schools gave Richard the pivotal opportunity to study under such avant-garde poets as Charles Olson, Ed Dorn, Robert Creeley, Allen Ginsberg and Jack Spicer. Later he would study with Robert Bly, Gary Snyder, Phillip Whalen, Denise Levertov and Carolyn Kiser at Fort Worden Center for the Arts in Port Townsend, Washington. But it was Jack Spicer’s molding of series poetry into little books that had the most singular effect.

 

In 1965 Richard became a staffer on one of the original underground newspapers, the Berkeley Barb and wrote his first article, Where Is The Citizen?, which according to publisher Len Fulton (Dust Books) put the coffin nails in this floundering Berkeley co-op paper which he co-directed. Besides printing his poems in The Barb, Richard became a street poet who gave impromptu solo and regular group readings with others such as Luis Garcia, Richard Brautigan, Richard Kretch, John Oliver Simon, and Gene Fowler. “I would hold five different colored magic markers,” Richard said, “and write rainbow words on girls’ legs and arms.” Poems from these embryonic years appear in his Letter to Sito in Time of War (D Press 1998).

 

Here I am reminded of Cummings or Snyder, words in vertical order as if they had fallen off a pen, images juxtaposed with ideas to steer and grip the eye rather than rhyme scheme, line length and academic filler. we find/ourselves/in a new/world/speaking/an old/language//we speak//of beauty/and feelings/while the/machines/blast/the birds/ from our/hearts//watch/the words/ hear/the howl/come/to the ear/eye/nose/lip//scream/at the/dichotomy/of the/comma—/a dream/an illusion/how time/passes//dinosaurs/dance off/the map/where you/and I sit/drinking/coffee//we hold/down/this loose/end/of the/universe/feeling/at home/in the/smoke.  Great one breath rhythm here, vowels echo and consonants resonate while war and apathy are clearly addressed. An economy of words, words used like paint or graffiti, well-woven words that challenge and explode with intensity and insight, simple poems not only of use but of beauty and all connected by a central motif—these would become Denner trademarks.  Luis Garcia aptly alludes to them as “dinner” in the title of his book, Poems for Dinner (Summit Road Press 1997).

                                                                                                                            

According to Karl Shapiro, a rational person is least able to understand poetry, and the poet must find inspiration and pry truth from hard won experiences. At The Barb, Richard was suffering from rationalitus with acute ennui and hot flashes of Armageddon. So he took off for Alaska, in search of lost horizons, to find his true self (and what is reality?) through a series of pristine cognitions. He worked as a water-chaser, unsetting choke and bundling logs for a logging outfit. For two years Richard lived with wife and child in a  cabin at Deep Bay off berries, hunting and fishing. Back in civilization, he got a job on the Ketchikan Daily News and worked at a cold storage plant. Tackshack (D Press 1998) is full of such experiences: the Tongass National Forest, glacier deposits, bears, dead salmon, king crab, soil samples, and The Beast (Richard’s Alaskan Pipeline poem which pits industrial horrors against natural habitat and spells indigenous doom).

 

The first D Press chapbooks were simple affairs, printed from a Kelsey movable type handpress and 60 point Boldini Bold, all acquired for fifty bucks. The pages were hand cut, hung to dry in Richard’s attic flat and hand bound, yet showed brilliant illustrations (Aztec Design by Grant Risdon). Good paper, fine cover art with linoleum block prints to accentuate the poems, a balance of art and word, these Dennerisms would become D Press trademarks.  An old picture of Richard adorns one cover: he appears much like young Trotsky in Siberia with wire-rimmed glasses, mustache, student garb and a pensive gaze...he had reason for concern.

 

Up the Alkan Highway, Richard traveled to  the University of Alaska at Fairbanks. He worked in the backshop of the student newspaper and graduated in 1972 with degrees in English and Philosophy. D Press was admitted to the campus library but banned from the UA student bookstore.  Perhaps it was the explicit prints in Linoleum Nudes or graphic poems, such as ‘Musky/Hump/in US/for 69.’ Whatever, feathers flew, and the UA Polar Star (which later printed Richard’s works) put out the story, ‘Books Raise Censorship Question.’ Professors came to his defense; Richard’s chapbooks were found to have literary and artistic merit; and D Press was back on the shelf. It would be easy to dismiss this book ban as provincial fuss, however the ground D Press broke in Fairbanks mirrors the breakthroughs of alternative publishers such as Grove Press and City Lights in the lower 48 states.

 

Next stop Seattle, where Richard took a job with the Queen Anne News and studied at Port Townsend. Islam Bomb (D Press 1998) presents some of Richard’s first post-modernist poem experiments during these years (1972-74). Here there is an expansion of line and poem length as well as consciousness expanding East meets West terminology. Much like Eliot, Richard combines his fragments into a unified whole, and does not leave one in a forest of foreign text (like Pound) or babble (like Joyce). Using even romanized Sanskrit and Tibetan is high risk business, yet Richard explains his diction and uses it as part of a tapestry whose weave is encyclopedic in scope.  In point, his four page poem on the once unprintable F word reminds me much of Robert Grave’s exhaustive piece Lars Porsena, or The Future of Swearing.

 

From Seattle, Richard went to Ellensberg to oversee a 300 head cattle ranch in Badger Pocket for several years. Between stints in Alaska, he worked at Moe’s Bookstore in Berkeley, so perhaps it was deja vu that he opened the Fourwinds bookstore in Ellensberg (1977). This literary nucleus was enlarged to include a restaurant by Richard’s son, Theo, who continues to operate it today. It was here that Richard received a Washington State Arts grant to produce Ellensberg Anthology which featured and promoted local writers. The list of Denner influences East of the Mountains seems endless: more anthologies, readings and poetry workshops at his bookstore, formation of a city arts & crafts festival, exhibition of his books and printing techniques at Kittitas County Art Gallery, a three-day poetry workshop for the Washington Poets Association, and video production for Ellensburg Public Television.

                                                                                               

D Press books began to resonate with new organic imagery in his Cow Songs and New Gravity. In ‘Diamond Hanging I Blues’ the lines are simple and effective, I mend the fences./I tend the herd./...The shit is ten feet deep/and I can’t eat or sleep/coyotes yap all night/below the blown moon. A number of D Press books can be considered pivotal in the evolution of Richard’s poetic style, psychic metamorphosis and creative adaptability.  The Scorpion (1975) combines all of Richard’s loves: astrology and tarot, philosophy, Tantra, Latin (‘Cogito Ergo Shazam’) and the fine art of printing, which Richard learned thumping type for Wesley Tanner at Arif Press.

 

Xitro pays tribute to Richard’s spiritual quest, his teachers, Ginsberg and Tsultrim Allione, a vast range of philosophical studies and Tibetan Buddhist practice. When I read On Borgo Pass (1998), the line drawings mixed with poetry take me back to the novel water colors of Henry Miller and the wild pictopoems of Kenneth Patchen,  apocalypse now/a pair of lips now, or words of my perfect T-shirt/Don’t Worry/Be Hopi.

 

For fifteen years Richard annually planted trees, giving back to the earth and getting in touch.  Now, he plants seeds by teaching at a school run on the Steiner Method and also online in poetry chat rooms. When I was asked to write this essay on D Press and 40 years of Richard Denner, I was told there were about 100 chapbooks, and I thought, pull the other leg. James Tate is called prolific because he published some twelve books of poetry in six years.  Richard is more likely to publish six books in one year along with a bevy of other poets. James Laughlin (New Directions) published William Carlos Williams and Ezra Pound for years at his own expense when they were not selling. He did not want them to end up like Blake, being generally unread in their own lifetime. In the same sense, D Press allows greater access to a variety of poets whose vitality is assured by limited editions of selected work.

           

As I opened a 20 pound box mailed from Santa Rosa, chapbooks flooded my table, and I wondered how I could begin to encompass such a literary sea (and most of Richard’s work is out of print). Seamus Heany’s old headmaster used to look over his writing and sigh, “Ah, pure Hopkins” or “Ah, pure Chekov.” My eyes swim through this tidal wave of excellence, collage covers which steal my breath, Leonardo illustrations, such brillig poems, and I can only whisper in awe, “Ah, pure Denner.”

 

Lee Harris

Seattle

 

 

 

 

 

BERKELEY, APTOS & SAN LUIS OBISPO 1961-1968

 

 

 

LETTER TO SITO IN TIME OF WAR

 

we find

ourselves

in a new

world

speaking

an old

language

 

we speak

of beauty

and feelings

while the

machines

blast

the birds

from our

hearts

 

watch

the words

hear

the howl

come

to the ear

eye

nose

lip

 

scream

at the

dichotomy

of the

comma—

a dream

an illusion

how time

passes

 

dinosaurs

dance off

the map

where you

and I sit

drinking

coffee

 

we hold

down

this loose

end

of the

universe

feeling

at home

in the smoke

 

 

 

ABCs

 

it begins

like this

 

and ends

like this

 

and continues

 

.

 

in the

beginning

it was

 

done on

a blank

page—

 

white

on

white

 

on the

day of

creation

 

.

 

hear

here

 

is a bird

in the

window

 

is a bee

a flower

 

a garden

in the

mind

 

.

 

dilute the

potion

 

pour in

water

with the

hemlock

 

open the

windows

 

look for

patterns

in this

dream

 

.

 

a new

dimension?

shaped

words,

canvases

of space

 

.

 

song

bird

 

word

word

 

heard

third

 

.

 

we are

running

we are

mad

 

the stars

point out

the way

 

we are

naked

 

we are

free

 

there are

flowers on

the path

 

.

 

I was

told

 

I was

shown

 

it was

pointed out—

 

the narrow path

the word’s wisdom

 

.

 

so

intricate

 

so

complex

 

so amazing

 

the dead

leaves

 

on the

sidewalk

 

the dog

barking

 

the man

scratching

 

.

 

what’s out

side is

within

 

is there

emptiness

without

awareness?

 

.

 

word

 

wise

will

 

word

 

weed

worm

 

word

 

were

wood

 

word

 

weld

wink

 

word

 

wild

wing

 

word

 

wall

war

 

.

 

construct

something

out of

clay

dirt

 

obscene

words

in the

wash

room

stall

 

VietnamVietnamVietnamVietnam

ietnamVietnamVietnamVietnamV

etnamVietnamVietnamVietnamVi

tnamVietnamVietnamVietnamVie

namVietnamVietnamVietnamViet

amVietnamVietnamVietnamVietn

mVietnamVietnamVietnamVietna

 

no time

not place

no mind

for it—

it is

a dark

sentence,

a joke on

the wall

 

.

 

island

city

 

one can

loose

 

oneself

in any

 

pattern

any tree

 

star

cloud

 

mountain

field

 

.

 

a problem today

is to put down

the black-white

marble of mind

 

draw a circle

take your shot

feed daffodils

to crocodiles

 

.

 

there

is a

cemetery

 

in the

heart

tombstoned

 

we look

for it

the door

 

that

opens

onto

 

gardens

and

graveyards

 

.

 

there

are stars

in the

branches

of the

tree

 

all the

windows

of the

 

moon

open and

close

 

.

 

the count

and how

to count

the count

 

.

 

how is it

sir?

 

how

is it?

 

it is

how

it is

 

is

how

it

is

 

down

that

road

 

soften

it up

 

how

it

sir

 

.

 

 

Spring

do not

 

mistake

me for

 

a flower

or a tree

 

Death

knows

 

there’s

music

 

in the

air

 

 

 

POEM ON MY BIRTHDAY

 

once again this day protrudes

its ugly head out of the debris of the year

 

bleary-eyed & melancholy, strung out

in my Imolian web

 

i contemplate my 23rd time-twisted

space-spun, yelping year

 

with River Lethe flowing

my scorpion soul

 

winds its wayward way

to a shipwreck upon a seed

 

 

 

COMMITMENT

 

when Ezra Pound was released

from St. Elizabeth’s, he said

“America is an insane asylum,”

and then he split for Spolento

 

It appearing to the Court

on this day

the above named defendant

appeared to answer

a charge of committing Treason

 

It appearing that the said Judge

in it appearing that on that date

a doubt arose as to the sanity

of said defendant

dismissed criminal proceedings

in said action

and certified the above-named

for hearing and examination

by said Court

to determine the sanity

of the said defendant; and

the attorneys

for defense and prosecution

stipulated

that the doctor’s reports

could be received in evidence

and the Court

considered the evidence

presented upon the issue

of the present sanity

of said defendant and found

the said defendant to be insane

 

It is THEREFORE ORDERED

ADJUDGED AND DECREED

that the said defendant

be committed and confined

as an insane person

until such time as he shall

become sane

 

the poet sits alone

in the Idlewild Airport Café

sketching his next Canto

‘mid

C Beef 65¢

Coke 10¢

comfort after 14 years

in a Washington D.C. mental ward

 

across the room

a dark-eyed beauty

cool, contemplative

 

Cassandra, your eyes are like tigers

with no word written in them

You also I have carried to nowhere.

 

noise from the juke box

interrupts his cold beef vision

 

 

 

TABULA RASA

 

A clear slate

An empty table

A clean plate

 

He rose

With earthquake and lightening

Pierced and naked

 

He returned

To prove

His identity to those

 

Who betrayed

Feared and denied

Him

 

And

When he spoke

He spoke

 

As one from eternity to

Us

The living

 

A new life

A second chance

A second coming

 

 

 

 

POEM ON MY RETURN

 

i’m back among the living

back from where angels & devils dwell

with no one dead i know

 

i’m back

and see the meager come, the greater go

day follow day as usual

 

i’m back and will live lustily

among the oak trees

 

 

 

CAPTAIN OF POETRY

 

a cold, bleak day—

i’m playing gin rummy with Phil

when we hear on the radio

Elliot is dead

 

i have a photo of him

dressed in a black suit with a cape

wearing a wide-brimmed hat

carrying a walking stick

standing in the shade of a tree

was he ever young?

 

not feeling very young myself

i walk along the shore

and listen to the gulls

watch the waves

feel the whirl

 

i figure he has the answer

to the question now, but

what do you do with it

when you’re dead?

 

 

 

SONG

 

the president of the univers-

ity Ph.D LL.D

acting in good faith

opened the key to symbols

and saw

 

the new requirements

applicable to persons

not embarked

are shown in circles

 

Do Not Fold, Bend

Stipple or Mutilate

 

Beware of kindergartens

early elements

exceptional

specialized

adults

credentials

supervision

 

TEXTBOOKS

MAPS

IRS regulations

 

under the current regulations

peace and gladness

cannot be deducted

 

 

 

PATTERNS

 

look at the numbers

Kant 478a-79d

there is beauty in moral order

and Bacon who should

be in Everyman’s Library

knew Augustine confessed

 

I have a friend who says

there are 3 principles

the good, the bad

and that whichisneither

good nor bad

 

as for the whichisneither

my friend told me to stop

smoking, which changed my life

because I smoke 2 to 3 packs

 

I write this sitting

on a Persian rug

listening to a harpsichord

on a Victrola play

Partia #2 in C Minor

Schmieder 826

 

478 79 3 2 2 2 826

in the bottom of the 9th

 

 

 

TALE

 

an ancient tale

of a river that fell in love

with a maiden

 

my soul stretches as a river

your image is reflected

deeply, quietly

 

blue eyes and bright face

kind, calm

a fresh flower on a spring day

 

when the image is lost

my soul

floods with despair

 

 

 

A BOOK ENTITLED

 

when you die we will plant you

beneath the magic mushrooms

 

they will grow lush and perfect

 

on a night with a full moon

you will hear them cry out

to be gathered

 

eebee

eebee

ooooo

 

eebee

eebee

ooooo

 

Listen!

Prepare the Jell-O!

Light the sofa!

 

 

 

VISION

 

my vision of a fish

brown with a yellow streak

and an amorphous red eye

encircled by a river

has fused with the dead cat

in the gutter I sent

to heaven with flower-stars

 

 

 

SPACED

 

Time stopped—

and like the drool

on the lip of an idiot

 

I hung over the abyss

looking inward

amazed

 

 

 

YES

 

o yes

read first

 

by all means—

 

now, a

string of DNA

floats

 

having

come unstrung

from its coil

 

o yes

I keep a

loose vowel

 

 

 

MY POEMS

 

Who said it

wasn’t just

sound, Gail?

 

You just

happened

to come

 

On a night

when I’ve

lost all

 

Of my poems.

 

 

 

ELIZABETH SAYS

 

I get that feeling

you get in your nose

when you eat ice cream

in my eyes when I hear

the sound of the needle

at the end of the record

like a mouse eating crackers

 

 

 

CALCULATED LION

 

A god

passed by

my window.

 

“Into the

Lion’s

Mouth,”

Lu said.

 

I quickly

jumped.

 

 

 

COGITO ERGO SHAZAM

 

9 times 9 times 9

 

miles, minutes

trains, tracks

clanking chains

 

electronic brains

Harpo Marx? No,

an acustaka

 

often ten

 

 

 

A BRAMAVITS SITS ON THE HEAD

OF A NEO-CLASSICIST

for Wolfman & The Big X

 

3 out of 4 hippies aren’t

 

badminton

mushrooms

mungbeans

moonbeams

 

sitting in Kip’s

with a book and a burger

my valves are loose

and my chains clank

 

 

 

SPLIT PE-RSONALITY SOUP

 

And so it goes and goes and goes

between your toes and up your nose.

 

Take two, one for each.

So far out, it’s out of reach.

 

Can you guess which is best

and which is less than all the rest?

 

 

 

ODE TO GRAHAM CRACKERS

 

GRAY

HAM

 

AND

peanut butter

 

sliced pickles

and

peanut brittle

 

take another toke

 

cherry pie

on rye

 

 

 

27½ BEFORE 3

 

close to a

symbol stupor

 

do not listen

unless you know

what you are doing

 

we must be careful

when filling special

dietary needs

 

beware of toxic chemicals

beware of toxic poetry

 

 

 

TAXMAN

 

clanking chains

electronic brains

a harpsichord?

no, a cowbell

 

there are two angels

one records, and the other

dictates

 

listen to the hum

take a cosmic breath

relax, man, hell is hung

with pretty pictures

 

listen to the sitar

Indian hard-bop twisted

on the frame of a fugue

 

sit and listen

as it tears your soul from you

 

 

 

LINE DRIVE

 

ami

ma moo

ami

ma moo

 

that’s a train

we go on that train

yes, we go on that

train

 

power steering batting average

power steering batting average

 

stop.

 

I cannot ignore

certainly not dismiss

Anulios

 

 

 

AUGUSTUS TURNS IN HIS TOMB

 

bottom of the 13th

Willie faces the left-hander

2 for 5

homerun for the 9th

                       

overcast has blown away

 

in the next room

a sewing machine whrrrs

draining the power

 

static

 

fast ball hit into right

for a base

 

the mood shifts

LeFever is up

 

why is the spectacular held

in San Francisco

when the riots are in L.A.?

 

 

 

SERMON ON THE MOUND

 

apparently

I did not understand

 

when He spoke of the grain

which is the symbol of man

 

looking to the burial of the seed

its death and resurrection

 

I want mustard on my hotdog

 

 

 

FLOWER POEM

 

Gladness linked to

madness to amuse you.

Characters move—

 

rhythms, waves of color

flowers.

 

They whisper to me.

I am a privileged guess.

 

They let me do as I please.

They do as they please.

 

In the core of the bud

is fire,

the bone of desire.

 

.

 

I knew

when a moth flew out

of the moon’s eye

 

the dead

would teach me

to love.

 

.

 

There are stars

in the branches of the trees.

 

The moon’s windows

open and close.

 

It’s right

there

 

DANCE

DANCE

DANCE

 

.

 

Her eyes are for me

to see her heart.

 

While she moves into mine

I move into hers.

 

The grave, cold, simple—

ordained

in the see.

 

.

 

New directions,

old directions, each

is eaten in time,

 

each star,

seed,

stone.

 

.

 

Moon moves

mind into fragments.

 

Visitation comes

wordless, shapeless.

 

It is sweet, the taste

of a tree, children running,

guns clicking,

that shaking of my head,

needles too—a place

in space,

 

song, bird, word,

word, heard third.

 

.

 

 

The moon is a flower.

The day is a song.

Let the dog bark

 

down the hall of fading portraits,

my face in the mirror

above a broken vase.

 

Her mouth quivers.

She sees humor

in the antics of the man

trying.

 

.

 

There is a cemetery

in the mind.

 

We look for it—

 

nine times nine times nine

nails, needles, trains, trees—

often ten.

 

The moon is a flower.

This is to say

I love to say

 

I love.

 

 

 

PUTTING DOWN ROOTS

 

Serge planted a tree

when he was three on Berkeley Way.

Luis did too,

two birch, on Acton.

Peter started ivy

to cover his hideaway.

William grafted roses,

rows of them.

Patrick sowed oats

up and down on Telly.

Wes confesses

he hates green.

Alice says there’s nothing like Oakland

bay laurel for cooking

or as a fact there.

 

 

 

OAKLAND SHOULD BE

 

abolished.

She’s an early bird

that catches the worm

on MacArthur at Manila,

an intersection, a branch

of Oak. O police love her.

City of Merritt,

your lakes and hills

are eyes and thighs.

You lay in asphalt splendor.

Your ways are littered,

and pigs are chased by panthers

orbited by angels dancing

on the tips of your limbs.

City of the Raiders,

what’s it like blasted?

Are you made of aluminum?

Where is London square?

Wolves aware of the sea’s tear

wander in rose gardens

and eucalyptus groves.

Joaquin Miller Amphitheatre

is dedicated to California’s writers,

dead ones.

 

 

 

LANGTREE

 

Joaquin sings

of Lily’s graces.

 

She brought

the house down.

 

The house had beams

musically spaced,

 

columns of concrete

delicate as bird legs.

 

A structure,

a broken shell.

 

 

 

TANTRIK TUNE-UP

 

Wheel your rig into DICK’S—

you’ll get a square deal.

Dick distributes Punch Products.

Punch protects your transmission

parts. Perfect parts

produce the proper frequency

to transcend planetary interference.

 

Pour Punch in your crankcase, it’ll be-

come a peacock with 6 heads and 9 tails. 

After this rite, things will be right on.

Stick it in your gas, it’ll swell

until there’s a tyger in your tank.

Stuff it in that stash behind the dash.

Rub it on the hood or slip it in your ear,

Punch stops heat, sludge, jerking

 

and the formation of calluses

on your eyes

 

 

 

DETAIL

 

Birds that lay

in Euclid’s branches

have a view of May.

 

Spring blows and sucks,

sucks and blows

the eucal blossom.

 

It’s always ragtime,

suck and blow.

 

 

 

SCORPIO, SCORPIO RISING

 

Scorpio

beastie in the bunghole

bugaboo of bugaboos

mite in the middle of the third root race

big eight of the cycle of life

 

maggot of the mind’s eye

mistake, abortion, infection, crablouse

error of the raised eyebrow

 

O deadly persuader

O propagator of corruption

O comic of crimes not yet committed

O gutless guttersnipe

O diddler at the door of destruction

 

let me fall with you into generation

 

 

 

EYE OF THE SCORPION

 

is issuing from the brain

shinning upon us

to block our knock off

in the 13th week

a pearl in wine

the web of life, and a worm

are weaving deep in the earth

a wooden bowl

is being filled with blood

to make bread

as the cauldron boils

more gold and more gold

is issuing from the brain

white is holding a corpse

in the east of the brain

red is holding a banner

in the west of the brain

yellow is holding an arrow

in the south of the brain

black is holding a bowl

in the north of the brain

as the worm weaves the web

in the 13th week

in the eye of the scorpion

 

 

 

HAPPY CLIMES      

 

Athens of the West—

she creates a provincial mentality

by fulfilling through witchcraft

whatever the mind pretends.

 

In Berkeley I was reduced

to monads by the Mænads,

classified scizo-non-decisive,

and given Stelazine and A.T.D.

 

A minor inconvenience—

a nervous breakdown.

Strangled by my vocabulary,

what to do with the stiff?

 

No one knew I was there

until a flood of vomit

oozed from under my door.

 

 

 

ALL THE HEADS OF THE TOWN LIT UP

 

I filled vials with violets and grass.

I made baggies of marigolds and grass.

I loaded a wine bottle with grass

and announced a Party for Allen.

 

I underestimated by a hundred

how many would attend this bash.

I was in a spot, so I put out my stash

and passed my Stetson.

 

Olson filled the papa chair

and passed his pipe—that was some pipe.

Orlovsky and I made it to the liquor store

much to everyone’s relief.

 

Kretch read a diatribe seated on the commode.

Lew Welch swung from the chandelier.

It was Creeley demanding everyone know

where the firemen and police were located

 

that cleared the place. 

So, I added the cost and the cost of the cost.

Nothing was stolen, and nothing was broken,

save for the chandelier.

 

 

 

KETCHIKAN & DEEP BAY 1968-1970

 

 

 

FEATHER

 

unicorn

canker

Ketchikan

the moon

the axis

the exasperation

what can I say?

I saw them on the slope.

I saw them

climb Deer Mountain.

I called my friend

and he gave me

no answer.

I entreated him

my mouth

god

suck

flower

 

 

 

EVIDENCE

 

whereas a fortress

whereas a jade pagoda

whereas a river

of diamonds, a river

of blood

 

whereas the fortress

is the pagoda, whereas

the river is blood, whereas

men and women are diamonds

I ask what is there

where imagelessness prevails?

 

whereas some cosmoses are being

transformed, whereas some are

being transfigured, whereas

some metamorphosis continues

I ask how is this possible where

there is no imagination?

 

 

 

POEMS

 

HAS ONE

TIME TO

 

SEE THE

MISTAKE

 

THERE

AMONG

 

FLOWERS

OPENING

 

TO THE

MARBLE

 

LIGHT OF

CANDLES?

 

.

 

CAN WE EAT

THE GRASS

 

GOOD-BYE

FAREWELL

 

TOMORROW

TOMORROW

 

A TEST

A VISA

 

TO MEXICO

TO AFRICA

 

GOLDEN LEAVES

IN THE SUN

 

.

 

AROUND

ME THE

 

WALLS

MOVE

 

THE SKY

IS DARK

 

WITHOUT

A MOON

 

THERE’S A

DAEMON

 

EATING

MY LIVER

 

.

 

AT THE

CENTER

 

OF THE

FLOWER

 

LOOKING

BEMUSED

 

AT AN

ANGEL

 

RUNNING

A SWORD

 

THROUGH

A WORM

 

.

 

WORD

WORM

 

ACID

ANON

 

LOVE

LICK

 

LEAF

LEAK

 

ONLY

ONCE

 

WIND

WORD

 

 

 

 

WOODNOTES

for David and Jim

 

Seek to realize the self—

the way, the poets say, is difficult.

 

We are situated in a cedar cabin

built on stilts over the water in a cove

a mile across Moser Lake from Deep Bay,

our mail drop, Deep Bay 99901.

Mail arrives weekly from Ketchikan,

25 miles by plane weather permitting.

Mid-winter—there is four feet of snow.

 

Elizabeth and baby Theo and I,

helped by friends, take to the woods

after reading Bradford Angier’s

How to Live in the Woods on $10/Week.

With my last paycheck, income tax return

and promise of employment insurance

we should make out—hoping that

by discriminating use of ecological resources

most of our material needs can be met—

 

Selfless means to a selfless end,

as Ghandi put it.

 

So around this complex

our routine flows—all activities

merge in the pursuit, which deepens

here in Deep Bay.

 

Schedule remains firm.

Implementation of spiritual discipline,

Karma Yoga—wood and water

wood and water, wood and water.

Would you believe, wood and water?

 

Elemental—the meaning is subtle,

but we’re only scratching the surface.

We have stored away necessary

supplies, several cords of wood

cut and split and stacked.

Now we improvise.

 

.

 

Awoke to a 14 foot tide, high

enough to float a forty-footer off

an abandoned logging donkey.

Tied on and rowed it to shore,

breaking a rib in the dinghy near the stern.

Tied up and came in for coffee.

 

Sometimes, I’m the ocean,

man-boat-ocean.

I wonder how hard the wind can blow.

Whips us from the east today.

Whitecaps in the cove, cedar bending.

Gulls motionless in the gale.

February is a windy month.

 

Can we use up our desires?

Not that we don’t have sense cravings.

Food is Number One God here.

And Shelter.

And the twin god, a good pair of Boots.

 

Made a mixture of vinegar, water,

cloves, onion, garlic, salt, mustard,

sugar, ginger for sauerbraten.

Put this mix and a venison roast

in a stoneware crock to marinate.

 

.

 

By the way, I’m told

Ramakrishna uses the simile of the ocean,

the ocean of sat-chit-ananda

the ocean of existence,

consciousness, bliss—dissolve

myself like a salt-doll in this ocean.

 

Lu Garcia writes from Berkeley,

“Things spin as they always spin.”

 

Jon Springer, at this time, finds it

“fetid in the Ukrainian ghetto of 6th St.

 

.

 

How did I get from selling the Berkeley Barb

on Telegraph Avenue to this cabin?

The old personality breaks down, and

the world becomes pure—like Blake said,

as it is in infinity.

 

It is curious how some moves take

years to come about, but then

done with full support of mind & body

they move forward.

 

.

 

The wind gathers strength.

As weather delays delivery of oil,

as the Coleman stove is in parts,

we cook over a makeshift grate

in the Yukon oil drum heater.

Elizabeth achieves bliss of sourdough

chocolate cake, cerealmate bread,

venison strogfanoff, and fern frawns.

 

Living in the woods is a fruitcake idea.

Can others be influenced by seeing how

it’s done?—expanding circle—friends,

town, state, country, galaxy, cosmos

returns me back to myself.

 

.

 

Snowflakes falling outside

and in my mind.

The temperature, 40 degrees.

Nothing sticks.

 

I roam the woods.

Tongass National Forest.

Sitka Black Tail Deer. Beaver. Squirrel.

A few bear.

Much spirit life.

 

While dark, I take to the woods.

When dawn cracks, I’m waiting.

I’m a good shot, felling my game

with a single round from a 30.30.

Death, sorrow, sort of unreal,

this tug of life and death.

 

Repression, exploitation—

leaving the city to avoid the establishment,

and, in turn, I become the Man.

Good weather, one clear day in thirty

in this rain forest—ego hunting—lots

of weird animals in the mind—the mind

itself a crazy monkey.

 

.

 

Somewhere, the Governor of Someplace

makes money in real estate.

Dr. Leary attends Altamont, says

it’s a lesson to be learned.

Theo and I float in our boat, while far away

Neil Armstrong takes his giant step.

 

Hunt and fish, wood and water.

Today, eight crabs in the trap.

Cut and stacked cedar blocks,

using the tide to move them to shore.

I came indoors to paint the cabinets

until Theo knocked over the paint can.

Put him down for a nap and read

a few chapters of Thomas Á Kempis.

 

.

 

Field studies:

Periculum aquillium

a perenial fern, local species “hog braken”

substitute for asparagus.

Theo gets up early to pick the frawns.

 

Tiarella trifoiata

Quileut “gwaqwlatcyu’l”

three leaves (qwal’l=3)

Chew for coughs.

 

Equisetum arvense

“field horsetail”

Used by Quinault to regulate menstrual flow.

 

While reading this aloud, Elizabeth

starts her period.

We have no ailments in the woods,

except when we go to town, we catch

the Ketchikan crud.

 

.

 

A whirly-twirly, sunny day.

Here it rains 200 inches a year.

10% chance of rain means 10 inches of rain.

Made ice cream and had mincemeat pie

á la mode.

 

Watched a sea otter dive for crab.

The sky Gualoises blue, the water

a shade of jade and now smooth.

Buds and bugs and migrating fowl signal

Spring—

I feel like pulling the doors from the jambs,

but I’m afraid of the ceiling falling down

from a ton of newspaper & mattress insulation.

 

.

 

Cut and split another cord of wood.

Supper of red snapper filets, scalloped

spuds, and sponge cake w/berry sauce.

We haven’t seen a soul on the water

for days—grooving on the isolation.

 

By kerosene lamp I read Lone Wolf Smith’s

letters to the Daily News,

always a revelation—

 

Not one new goat trail here.

What for our Poor People and trollers

more rotten Pinks from Creeks

and let Coho go?

Where o where is Gov. Hinkels

Better or Bitter way?

 

.

 

Not sure I want improvements.

Sit and watch the deer on the beach,

watch them turn their heads, twitch

their ears suspiciously.

A little bird settles on a branch,

listen to it sing.

 

 

 

 

FAIRBANKS & PRESTON: 1970-1974

 

 

 

THE BEAST

 

Old Valdez.

275 sq. miles. Second oldest

white settlement in Alaska.

Captain Cook 1778

1794 Bligh Island

Spaniards 1798.

 

1800s whaling. Copper mined.

Route to the gold fields.

Blue fox farming in the 1920s.

Iron Trail by Rex Beach set here.

Young Miss Miller marries

the Maharajah of Indore.

 

New Valdez.

Rebuilt after quake on a new site.

Voted All-American City 1965.

Valdez rhymes with “ease.”

South Terminus of Alyeska’s

pipeline from Prudhoe Bay.

 

Wrathful Alyeska

auger in one hand

marshprobe in one hand

geo-stick in one hand

polaski in another

 

I take soil samples

along the surveyed route

from Valdez to Tonsina.

I follow the Lowe River

through alder swamps

across marshmuck to bogmire.

Streams jambed with rotting salmon.

 

I follow a bear trail

to the cutline where I auger

twenty feet to bedrock.

I sidetrack near Kendal Cache

to collect lichens and weathered

telegraph insulators.

I note the conglomeration

from a glacier deposit.

 

Along glacier benches to bedrock

across rivers to bedrock

to bedrock under ridges, under

boulders, under cobbles, under sill

under sand, under volcanic ash.

I take a rest and get sick.

 

A caravan of Winabegos passes.

A woman points to a dead salmon

and exclaims, “Someone should do

something about that.” Cheechakos.

10% chance of rain in a rainforest

means 10 inches of rain.

 

At Trans Alaska Pipeline

Point on Ground TAPS PG=361+68

I join my copter pilot.

Mustachioed Vietvet with shades

his scarf trails in the breeze.

 

He drops me off on a sandbar.

There’s a field of devil’s club

and a jungle of alder hanging

from granite cliffs between me

and my test hole.

 

King crab to Otterman:

glacierized graywhacky

sandy sill

silly sand

gravel

cobbles

Indian love stones

fucking rocks

over

 

Otterman to Kingcrab:

reading you

alluvial fan

metamorphic composition

zone theory

montage effects

colluvium

colluvium

colluvium

clear

 

Dhal sheep graze below me.

As the Alouette lands, a bull moose

into the brush. 

Up the line, a grizzly and her cubs

into hiding.

 

From the Arctic Ocean

at Prudhoe Bay, over

the Brooks Range

across the Koyukuk River

across the Yukon River

and the Tanana, stretching

 

Across the Alaskan Range

this in temperatures below zero

for more than one hundred days

below forty below for weeks

dropping to eighty below

in arctic winds

 

From Thompson Pass

down a glacier moraine, the pipe

slouches into Valdez.

 

1972

 

 

POLOOT

 

Alaska, who lives there?

Caribou, wolves and bear.

 

This grizzly airs a grudge

that everyone fears to judge.

 

A refinery don’t smell

like Chanel— more like hell.

 

 

 

BIG FOOT

 

One drop goes

a long way to ease

the friction.

 

100 billion barrels,

ten to the tenth power—

while the answer is hair

 

warm nights in fur,

and the best investment

is Sasquatch.

 

 

 

ISLAM BOMB

 

1. inner secret

 

theoretically the absolute p(ohm)e

is defined in a self-consistent way

the unit of resistance

determined with a coil

spinning in a field

 

passion-love-beauty formula

the passion of love

the catalysis of beauty

the passion of beauty

the crystallography of love

the beauty of love

the musicology of passion

the of of beauty the passion love

passionlove of the the of beauty

 

expressed concretely

in terms of smart bombs

(a form of intercourse protexted

under the cuntstitution)

Kenning equations concocked &

cunninglingously composed

paradoxically pertinent when

accepted as parts of patterns

suspicious as it sounds

using Euler’s formula L+2=P+A

& correcting for obscured areas

 

let us begin w/the premise

when we take care of ourselves

participants are swept along

in unacknowledged harmony

true Taoist cyberneticism